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Little Water Baby  

Madden absolutely loved the water. We took him to the pool at 5 months old and he was just mezmorized by the water. He loved putting his hands under the running faucet too. We enrolled Madden in his swimming lessons at about 8 months old. I remember sitting on the edge of the pool with him waiting for the teacher to tell us when to get in the water. There were kids being patient, kids crying, and then there was Madden working as hard as he possibly could to wiggle out of my arms and into the pool. He could not wait to be in that pool. He splashed and splashed, and was not afraid of the water in his face. When I layed him on his belly in the water for kicking, there again, he kicked away. It was like he knew exactly what he was doing. Doggy pattling and all, you name it, he did it. That was his first class and his Daddy got the chance to take him to his 2nd and last class. I was so proud of my baby who loved the water. He was so happy in the water and I can remember that so clearly. He did not get to finish out his lessons here, but I know he is swimming all around in Heaven. We layed Madden to rest in his swim trunks and his swim T-shirt that Grandma brought him from Florida. Madden, was and is the most amazing child. He was so smart and full of life and laughter. We miss him dearly and can not wait until the day we can once again go swimming with our little boy! We love you Madden.


Madden's memory  
Madden's memory will always live on in my heart and everyone else's too! He will always be my #1 special boy! I just want people to realize how important this little boy is to me here or in Heaven. It makes no difference where he is, he always will deserve the same love and respect as any other child. People can honor and love him by talking about him, sharing stories, and keeping his photos displayed beside all of the rest. It is extremely hard as a mother who lost her only child to live happily day to day watching others with their children. Honestly, it hurts pretty bad. I don't have the physical child to love and nurture as others do. The feeling of loneliness is a constant feeling that I have. Every day of my life, I long for the day I can be with my child again. Anyone who has ever lost their child can understand this longing. Nothing in my life is and will ever be as important as the reunion with my little boy. He is in a place where right now I can only dream of. While he is happy, I am suffering every day of my life. If I had one word to describe the way my heart feels, it would be miserable. I try to focus on my life and trying to be happy again, but most of the time, that does not work. Madden wants me to be happy and I try for him. I just wanted to share these feelings because so many people always say to me that they want to understand how I am feeling so they can help. The truth is no one will ever understand unless they have been through it. The best way to help me is to make it known out loud that my little boy is as important to you as any other child. Remember him and be sensitive to the fact that Ryan and I don't have him here and that hurts more than you know. Those are the things that make me happy and that will help me. Madden and his memory are more important to me than anything else in this world. I love you Madden and I can't wait to hold you and touch your little bald head again. It won't be long!
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